X cynical and broken but wiser X (passionscars) wrote in perfectxcore,
X cynical and broken but wiser X

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I got beaten up by my own dream or at least it seemed. It was actually more than a ordinary dream, it was between heaven and hell. It was between a dream and reality, it was between a massacre and a peace treaty. It wasn't in a city more like a household, small not big at all, it grew sunshine and it was too damn pretty but dull. Dull enough to see demons crawling onto the walls. It could be the shadows of the tree branches screeching the window screen or your local homeless guy on the street trying to fulfill a love scene. And they say when you have it bad there's always someone that has it worst? Well fuck that, let's all burn in one piece, we'll all become a legend, a fairy tale, and a myth. There's no solution to heal a tormented kid, leave the kid alone and let him fuck himself up. He's a sight singer tonight trying to grab everyone's attention, don't you dare interrupt. I'm scribbling, I'm jotting a image of people lying, stealing, and deceiving. They deserve the worst since they're the cause to everything. All these idiotic fuck ups taking it easy, having the good life. While others at this very second are in their rooms holding the kitchen knife, cutting and cutting until the skies bleed night. It's another life form dead on the dirt like a dehydrated plant that appears to be a seed, I'm writing and writing and writing some more, the drugs aren't working anymore. So don't think this is a hate letter to the world 'cause it is. Won't you hand me a tommy gun, I insist, stop the resistance don't help me please. You'll miss me, you'll miss me, you won't be missed, your kiss might kill me as the blood appears, deeper in color and apparently more molder. I'm reciting the most disturbing things, but I'm following your words just like I promised, miss. You said, "Baby, It takes more time than I've ever had, it drained the life from me, and makes me want to forget. Let's lie to ourselves and say it's for the best." So I'm lying to myself and saying this is for the best, another long goodnight my heart's jumping off my chest. <3
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